Currently Listening Nickel Creek By Nickel Creek Reasons Why see related

Standing in the Darkest Night, Stumbling through the Light

I have stumbled into something good.

" . . .With God All Things are Possible."  ~ Mathew 19:26

Currently Reading The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe (Full-Color Collector's Edition) By C. S. Lewis see related

Today is a day I will laugh a thousand laughs, smile a thousand smiles, fall to the ground with gratitude. I can feel it inside of me like the darkness has past, Im standing in a Storm but i love it. . .its Gods beauty. I see things for what they are now, I see that my confusion has no place, and i feel like its been released. Today I stood up, I have been rolling on the ground as of late but today I stood, I stood and I smiled, I laughed, I realized how happy I was. My faith has shifted. . .for it is foolish to put faith in something thats not right. My faith is general, I trust that I will find true love, I dont know when, I dont know how we will meat, and maybe Ive already met her.

I wish i could sit on a sandy beach on the shores of lake superior at night a warm fire infront of me. The waves are strong and theres a storm in the distance filled with random flashes of lightning followed by the low rumble of thunder. I will sit there my love next to me a blanket wraped tightly around me the stars above our heads. The storm brings a strong wind that circles around us russling through the trees. There we will sit in the beauty and share it. . .talking about whatever we desire. In this place time doesnt matter, its just enough that we are together . . . God Bless

Ok thats my two bits for the day. . . still have mono, lol, so i cant run around and be crazy yet, rats!

Got a Choir Concert tonight in old main, so for all you superior going concert lovers its in old main at like 7:30!

Currently Listening Simple Things By Zero 7 In the Waiting Line see related

Wait in line . . . 'till your time . . .Ticking clock . . . Everyone stop

Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it holds no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perservers.

~ 1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

This is my favorite passage, right now i find refuge in saying it. I lay and just repeat the words over and over, they dont change, yet they sooth my mind. . . Its like the words almost clear my head of things that i dont desire. . . currently anger. Today is a Good day, i felt happy today like i was just greatful for were i was. . .thats the first time Ive felt that in a while. Believe me it tastes good, I just wish I could share it. Life has blown its coarse its time for me to stop resisting the wind, and let it carry me on my way, though were it will take me i have no idea. . .but Im not scared. As a person with the last name coward, I have always strived to be couragous. . . im not sure if I have always succeeded in that, but ive given it all ive got.  I place my faith in God as I always have

Come on wont you ease my mind? Reasons for me to find you. Peace of mind. What can i do, to get me to you?     

~ Steve Conte & The Seatbelts                                                                           

Jonathan R. Coward                                  

Currently Listening Let It Be By Beatles Let it Be see related

The Beatles are Awsome. . .today was just a beatles day. How I long for Yesterday. . .There will be answer, Let it Be